Autumn is the season that shows us how beautiful it can be to let things go.
I know it was difficult. I know it hurt. I know hope was still deep inside of you. But what you need to know is what it feels like to let go. As nature changes its colors it is time you modify yours as well.
Forgiveness is a powerfull tool. You always need to forgive yourself first in order to move forward. Once you understand how you felt and why, it will be as if the rain washed away the bad and what is left in only pure love towards life and oneself.
I have loved you for too long. It is now time to love myself.